@TinyYellowTree do you notice the difference in the flavours of Pisces id and Scorpio id?
@piggie, yes I do.
I watched this old show when I was a kid, but very much like the newer characterization with Mark Ruffalo as well.
Also loved Grasshopper with David Carradine.
Harm nobody until they insist on it.
I also found Dr. Jeckyl and Mister Hyde compelling.
So, one example of scorpio Fi is when I post, and then trash it. You can bet I said something not nice, that involves, fiery, convoluted emotion. You can bet I was giving as good as I got. And then Pisces comes in and asks, what have you done?! No, you mustn’t! Get rid of that says Fe, run away, hide, be as inoccuous as a little fish, shhh! Blend in with your school. Just one of many now, you can’t see me, you can’t and chew me up. Actually not sure what is saying what…
It is a horrible thing to run and hide after every time you are angry. To be condemned and accused when you turn green and ferocious. To condemn yourself.
Scorpio is the crashing, turbulent ocean, honest and real. Pisces is the clear, deep pool in the burbling stream, inviting, warm with the sun, enveloping. Both are infused with Ni. I see and love the stars, pisces. I am a star, scorpio.
I am so so open and vulnerable in Pisces. I startle people with the intensity of emotion, frighten them even. I hide this now as much as possible. Sometimes I can’t help it and it escapes all of my barricades. Dissociation[?] allows me to cope in public. I may look like I am unaffected or barely affected, distant or cold, but control is keeping me from the bottomless well of pain or love that may be just a breath away.
I won’t cry and do not tell people how precious they are to me, I won’t allow myself to go there until I am alone. There I can crumble and hold them dear. If I accidentally begin to tear up and my lips tremble, I will get out of there fast as I can.
I can be vicious, biting, cutting, monstrous, reprimanding, scolding and dangerous in Scorpio. Don’t make me angry. You will not like me when I’m angry.
I will run, little doubt of that, but the damage has already been done.
I’m not sure, but maybe it is Fe holds both back. And does damage control after either have got loose. Neither is acceptable. Both are tormenting.
Scorpio and pisces comingle when I write. I let both loose and tremble, imagining the consequences of being so seen.
G’night, my loves.
And also, I do what I said I do not, here and there.