So…I searched and searched and couldn’t find the thread where this comment wanted to be.
Ne to infp is like the bestest thing when it “just happens”.
I have yet to understand how to “make it happen” lol.
Here is an example, of Ne “just happening”. I teach these classes and it’s so goddamm boring sometimes. The same topics over and over and if I “fly” they “die” lol. That’s how it usually feels because so many of them plain don’t “dig it”. But today, one of the classes was a bit more flexible by design and it was the beginning of a chapter and I felt it wasn’t too unreasonable to to just take a liberty for a change and I got to talk about a topic I love, but I knew it was a bit of a lark so I had to Ne the whole thing in the sense of distilling to essence at every step. Really in real time, constantly imagining how they would be experiencing it, which might have been the exhilarating part. Just figure out the most natural way to do it from beginning of class to end of class and to stress the mystery of what I was talking about (it did contain a mystery!!!). Anyhow, it was the bestest feeling. Unpredictable too…I made the decision last minute. It literally felt like leaping off a cliff and gliding gently down. It was amazing. And didn’t flop thank god.
This is what an infp Ne high can be like.
Anyhow, math rocks. It’s pretty much like playing and stumbling around, and then light comes in here and there. Something fuzzy becomes clear then fuzzy again. Then you travel elsewhere. When you return, everything looks doubly clear or completely different. The real and imaginary are indistinguishable. That’s probably the best part. It feels as real as it gets while feeling like total play. Well when everything is fuzzy or you are stuck it might not feel like play… lol. But it feels ominous and alluring. You just gotta keep stumbling.
Sent while on break, lol:) internet breaks are the best:) teehee:)