wow. so two years ago is when you started mbti and astrology,
you give me hope but at the same time i’m so surprised how fast you caught up.
hahahah why is this so funny.
i can imagine how that even went.
yeah i think you come off rather someone of an ‘older’ person to many men.
especially guys your age. definitely.
well. basically because i was crazy and out of control and i’m nothing like my mom or my dad.
she cried almost every day because of me until i was behaving myself.
she was the mom that was ‘in denial’ until i figured myself out when i was 19.
when she would learn about bipolar, she would think i am one.
when she would learn about ADHD, she would think i am one.
when she would learn about antisocial personality disorder, she would think i am one.
and so on…
i was way better when i learned about myself.
first i discovered psychopathy through a friend who typed me as one. and it made perfect sense.
but i wasn’t 100% satisfied and i hated the stigma behind it. so i looked more into psychology and found mbti and discovered that i’m an ESTP and that was super liberating.
it seems like a lot of xNFx types are into psychology, so those friends influenced me a lot.
well, what i meant is that they mix the truth with BS.
for example, about a few days ago.
after family wedding, we were at a restaurant,
this old man (my second cousin that is in his late 60’s or early 70’s), i think he’s an ESTJ, he said to make my wife happy, i have to respect her, and work hard., and something else but i don’t remember. but i basically disagreed except respecting her.
his wife wasn’t even there… -_ - hahaha
no she ain’t dead. she was home.
cuz she don’t like socializing.
despite all the ‘lectures’ he gave me. he said some good stuff.
idk if you went to church growing up, but you know how preachers gives sermon/talk and sometimes it’s good, and sometimes it’s complete BS?
it’s kind of like that.
i guess what i’m trying to say is, that you can learn from everyone.
why do you think so? does it say anything about it in my chart?
i wonder why? why didn’t you take it as a compliment?
uh… nothing specific . hahaha. i just like the numbers.
like i feel youthful and wise at the same time. and can still act a little foolish and still be acceptable.
like, do something dumb, and if someone asks,
"how old are you?!?!"
and i can say "i’m 23!"
that’s like a perfect number to be slightly stupid, but old enough that they can’t call you a kid.
two mentors. that’s awesome.
that’s awesome that you even have mentors.
i think i naturally look up to my parents. like psychologically i think kids naturally do that whether they like it or not.
but generally speaking, i don’t look up to anyone.
people disappoint me. and i think you’ve mentioned that before when you were reading my chart.
i look up to God. that’s only being i truly look up to.
God is the only being that makes me truly humble and makes me feel like nothing but still feel very loved.
if i didn’t have ‘faith’, i think i’d be a douchebag. or a complete psychopath.
i’d probably be a pimp or a gigolo.
but i guess my chart said ‘no way, you have a specific purpose in life’ hahaha
and wow. ESFP woman? that sounds rather interesting. you and ESFP woman.
oh, i had questions for you.
what was your dream growing up? do you have a specific purpose in life?
oh, and do you sometimes think nobody truly understands you?